WHAT? WHY? WHERE? I seem to be asking myself those types of questions everyday.  What the hell is going on?  Why does life seem to suck so much some days?  Where did I put that?  Everyday I feel like I ask question upon question yet rarely get answers.  Or at least any that make sense to me. My days often consist of a small battle going on in my own little brain over the stupidest things.

ADHD, ahhhhh, so much fun.  I can get bursts of idealistic energy and am sure I can reorganize my entire kitchen in a day.  I mean top to bottom scrubbed, organized, looking pretty.  You know how often that has actually happen?  I big fat ZERO.  I will start by pulling stuff out of a bunch of cupboards and placing then on the counter.  At some point I will come across an item that shouldn’t even be in the kitchen.  I think to myself “I better put this in the bedroom before I forget”.  Off I toddle to my bedroom, my mind buzzing with happiness because I am being productive,  where as I go to put it away I notice some stuff in the closet has fallen off the hangers.  Better fix that. Oh, I haven’t worn this in years maybe I should get rid of it.  Well I might as well go through my whole closet. Half way through that I now have a pile of laundry I should throw in.  Off I toddle once again still feeling productive.  Into the laundry room I go, start the load of laundry, only to notice the machines could use a wiping down.  Well now that I cleaned them I see the floor needs sweeping.  OMG….I am feeling drained.  I think I can call it a day.  I walk back up and into the kitchen only to look around at the disaster left in my wake of “productivity”.  SHIT!

Lets face it.  We all know that this disaster is going to hang around until I can get another hyper energized burst so until then, I’m going to go chill in another room so I don’t have to see it and will probably forget about it until I need to get a drink or something.